Well there are alot of things that could describe men but none of those can describe me better than the word "tamad". For years now I have mastered what it takes to be tamad. I have done everything in my power to not do anything at all. If that sounds confusing you can always blame it on me being tamad.
"Tamad" in english translates to lazy, and lazy according to wikipedia is "a perfectly healthy person living at home with ones parents until the age of thirty years without the desire to get a job or find a career in ones life being in all ways dependent". WTF!! Is this my fate?
I have been trying to change all these years. So much has changed in my life. So many people have been there and had gone. So many things has happened since then. My desire to not budge when I need to move and go into action has put me into unnecessary trouble for stuff that would have been easy for me to do if I just had had the fuckin' initiative to do what I'm suppose to do.
I see this life as something pointless...
All the waste....
All the pointless bullshit life gives people...
It gives me no joy to see the world around me....
Is there something wrong with me?
Or am I being the only reasonable person too see that society has removed all that should be well and dear to people. The removal of their right to choose between freedom and the trappings of life as we see it now.
Freedom. The freedom which I speak of is the right to just lay about and be content with what nature brings. To do what you will at your heart content. Isn't that what God had sought to gives us in the first place?
To remove these bindings that society has on us, to remove what people see as bad because the norms dictate that you follow strict conduct when you do certain things, to remove the notion that we need to be normal to be accepted. Why can we not do these things? Is it so hard to see how morally and spiritually corrupt our society, no, our humanity has become? Do we not see the people suffering all over the world because some people had it "better off" when the were born. How about the people who had not been given the chance to become "successful" in our society?
Success. What the hell dictates success?
Riches.
Power.
Sloth.
Corruption.
Influence.
Why do we force it upon ourselves and our descendants to follow a system that is obviously flawed? Garnering riches... Searching for influence and power... Disregarding of people who we think are lower than us because they had not had the chance to be as lucky as us... Why can we not see the evil of our system?
Constantly striving, clawing, scraping, dragging... draagging our way to "success" stepping on some people on our way to what wee see us "success".
In the end I see no reason why we should work our way to be able to use what is our birthright in the first place. I guess that is why I see the life as a sloth to be the best way to live. How can you not appreciate something that trusts God to provide and care for them and in turn becomes part of the living chain which is this world that we live in. Why can we not see that the world is not something to be conquered by our greed, our selfishness, our ego. That we are all people, and sharing achieving a Utopian society. I guess craving for more than what you need has become an obsession of our race and has therefore been ultimately been implanted in our very core. Maybe we are destined to be the race that kills each other of because of our greed.
Screw this life....
I wash my hands clean of all this shit....
I have been trying to change all these years. So much has changed in my life. So many people have been there and had gone. So many things has happened since then. My desire to not budge when I need to move and go into action has put me into unnecessary trouble for stuff that would have been easy for me to do if I just had had the fuckin' initiative to do what I'm suppose to do.
I see this life as something pointless...
All the waste....
All the pointless bullshit life gives people...
It gives me no joy to see the world around me....
Is there something wrong with me?
Or am I being the only reasonable person too see that society has removed all that should be well and dear to people. The removal of their right to choose between freedom and the trappings of life as we see it now.
Freedom. The freedom which I speak of is the right to just lay about and be content with what nature brings. To do what you will at your heart content. Isn't that what God had sought to gives us in the first place?
To remove these bindings that society has on us, to remove what people see as bad because the norms dictate that you follow strict conduct when you do certain things, to remove the notion that we need to be normal to be accepted. Why can we not do these things? Is it so hard to see how morally and spiritually corrupt our society, no, our humanity has become? Do we not see the people suffering all over the world because some people had it "better off" when the were born. How about the people who had not been given the chance to become "successful" in our society?
Success. What the hell dictates success?
Riches.
Power.
Sloth.
Corruption.
Influence.
Why do we force it upon ourselves and our descendants to follow a system that is obviously flawed? Garnering riches... Searching for influence and power... Disregarding of people who we think are lower than us because they had not had the chance to be as lucky as us... Why can we not see the evil of our system?
Constantly striving, clawing, scraping, dragging... draagging our way to "success" stepping on some people on our way to what wee see us "success".
In the end I see no reason why we should work our way to be able to use what is our birthright in the first place. I guess that is why I see the life as a sloth to be the best way to live. How can you not appreciate something that trusts God to provide and care for them and in turn becomes part of the living chain which is this world that we live in. Why can we not see that the world is not something to be conquered by our greed, our selfishness, our ego. That we are all people, and sharing achieving a Utopian society. I guess craving for more than what you need has become an obsession of our race and has therefore been ultimately been implanted in our very core. Maybe we are destined to be the race that kills each other of because of our greed.
Screw this life....
I wash my hands clean of all this shit....
